a new hope

Last night medical transportation for new jersey is so chaotic it causes several panics a day to get through one doctors appointment. Then the idiot wouldn't drop me home because I had a pharmacy stop to make I didin't know it would be in the dark and walking in this neighborhood at night is not wize scared, and paniced I got out of the truck not wanting to go all the way there, and have to walk back I was starving, and cold, and he did not listen. I did not have a cell to call logisticare, and so be. I called to complain and they said he was doing his job. I said I am mentally phisically handicaped and half blind, and you think its wize to drop me off in the middle of a busy highway huh? I said your co needs to make soem changes. I respect what you do, really, but this travisty could have been avoidedd, and I did not recieve my meds. I got them today balzy walking in broad daylight here is ok. I can care for myself when I am out. It's like I carry this parsona like roger in american dad and can change when necessary. Getting around has always been difficult when you never learned to drive. I just wish everything in New Jersey didn't take three days to deal with. I was feeling pretty depressed the past couple of days, not wanting to brerak my happy place, I finally let it out and cried my eyeballs out about loosing my friend which i think now is a blessing. I've blocked him from my line, and my new focus is my health.I have gained soem confidence that I am meant to be alone, and I love that.