A new day same pain

Well today i woke up thinking its a new day, and then my body woke up and the pain started in just where it left off yesterday i go to the dr on the 2nd for follow up with my lap, So its only been over a week since i found out i have ENDO! With that i have had so many bad days emotional and physically i cant even wear my normal clothes so i have made my husband go buy me comfy pants that dont feel like im being cut in half, I have started to run out of pain pills and damn Aunt Flo is just around the corner i have no idea what im going to do, the dr doesnt want me on pain pills and thinks 600MG Ibuprofen is going to make it all better i swear they tell you how painful it is yet they limit you to 15 pills for 2 weeks!! I have been in and out of bed for months now and nothing helps i have gotten a heating pad and that kinda helps with the pain along with the pills, but even the pills dont take all the pain away just the edge off so im not crying all day! Its sad when my 3 year old comes in my room and tells me to put the heating pad on it will help mommy, and that i couldn't go to my 8 year olds award show at school cause i was in so much pain i feel like my whole life as stopped but my childrens is still going and im a 90 year old woman trying to catch up! My husband went to work today only until 5 cause i have such a hard time trying to make dinner and take care of the girls. The worst part is my mind is ready to jump up and go but my body wont follow! i want my normal life back with no pain!!!! Hope the dr will understand and give me some thing !!!!