A new Beginning by vader ---thanks to all

 Love hurts and what hurts more is that the fact i am not girlfriend material and i never will be.I feel abandoned and i feel lost and I feel like noone will ever help or love me again.But I do feel it is not over and I must tell him the truth.The reason why I missed the wedding is because I had an emotiona breakdown like Charlie Sheen and I do feel sorry for Sheen.He is a very good actor and I do believe that he needs the help and he has got the money to get the proper help and I dont.This will be my new beginning and i most prepare for a life without him.