A message to myself
Take ten deep breaths and take a short walk.
If you let things go too far MOMENTS OF REGRET WILL HAUNT YOU FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE! You could be scammed, you could have your e-mails or image broadcast over the internet... To your friends.... to your family... take deep breaths, close your eyes and imagine that. Think... why don't I feel too good today? HOW CAN I FACE THAT DIRECTLY!.... go and have fun, look at your leisure list?At some point your control will fade, they will become disinterested, want more or seek to ruin your life. You will have to bear it alone, only your imagination will give you a real insight to the hurt you have brought. Only your imagination will be able to picture the words spoken about you. You will be spoken of with disgust, no-one will remember the good, so much good that will be gone, And you won't be able to turn to someone, you will be too ashamed, there will be no-one new they will be gone too, or else inferior to who you had. You will be alone, and not happy alone, you will live forever with regret. You will know that there will be questions, times, situations when you cannot bring yourself to be truthful and cannot bear the secret that you hide. The power you crave will leave a vacuum in your life and YOU WILL BE PHYSICALLY SICKENED AND DISGUSTED BY YOURSELF. You will rot in self pity. Your talents will rot! Your charm will rot! You would be left useless.... BUT YOU WILL NOT! You will defeat your enemy at the very first chance, you will climb above your disgusting enemy, you will be strong, and talented and fun and let your strengths shine! You will read to fill your desires.. Or read to be inspired. You will listen to music to lift your mood! Visit dad, family or friends, You will run to feel alive! Climb Hills, climb walls, climb trees, EXPLORE... Drink beer, eat chocolate, watch TV, Sleep, eat, ride your bike.... explore on your bike... Chill, visit friends, call friends.... You will LIVE!
If you let things go too far MOMENTS OF REGRET WILL HAUNT YOU FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE! You could be scammed, you could have your e-mails or image broadcast over the internet... To your friends.... to your family... take deep breaths, close your eyes and imagine that. Think... why don't I feel too good today? HOW CAN I FACE THAT DIRECTLY!.... go and have fun, look at your leisure list?At some point your control will fade, they will become disinterested, want more or seek to ruin your life. You will have to bear it alone, only your imagination will give you a real insight to the hurt you have brought. Only your imagination will be able to picture the words spoken about you. You will be spoken of with disgust, no-one will remember the good, so much good that will be gone, And you won't be able to turn to someone, you will be too ashamed, there will be no-one new they will be gone too, or else inferior to who you had. You will be alone, and not happy alone, you will live forever with regret. You will know that there will be questions, times, situations when you cannot bring yourself to be truthful and cannot bear the secret that you hide. The power you crave will leave a vacuum in your life and YOU WILL BE PHYSICALLY SICKENED AND DISGUSTED BY YOURSELF. You will rot in self pity. Your talents will rot! Your charm will rot! You would be left useless.... BUT YOU WILL NOT! You will defeat your enemy at the very first chance, you will climb above your disgusting enemy, you will be strong, and talented and fun and let your strengths shine! You will read to fill your desires.. Or read to be inspired. You will listen to music to lift your mood! Visit dad, family or friends, You will run to feel alive! Climb Hills, climb walls, climb trees, EXPLORE... Drink beer, eat chocolate, watch TV, Sleep, eat, ride your bike.... explore on your bike... Chill, visit friends, call friends.... You will LIVE!
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