A Message I recieved today, from Sarah, Ryan's GF..
Hi Kelly.. just wanted you to know I am thinking of you this week.. it's a bad week for all of us that knew and loved Ryan. I also wanted to share something with you that happened to me this morning. Well first off, you need to read the book Angels 101, it made me think of Ryan a lot and what I want to share with you is something that happened in the book. So go out and buy it!! I am working a double tomorrow, so I went down to the beach this morning and left some flowers for Ryan and talked to him for awhile.. I asked him to look out for me and my dog Reesi. I was telling him how much I miss him and love him and it never goes away and never will.. When I finished my walk on the beach I got up to my car and there was an old man walking towards me, I put Reesi in the car and he stopped me and told me to be aware of my little dog because he had just seen a coyote on High St in Hampton chasing a little animal.. He was very sweet and caring and in a way it was a sign to me from Ryan that he was sending a guardian angel to tell me that so Reesi would not get hurt if the coyote decided to come into my neighborhood in Hampton. I called my mom right after and I was in tears I could not believe it. If you read Angels 101 you will understand more what I'm saying. But anyways, I love you & know that I am thinking of you. This is a very hard week for me and I know it is the same for you. I dream about Ryan a lot and I wake up crying because the dreams are so real - but he always says that he is okay and likes where he is and that he has to go back, when I beg him to stay. I guess that is his way of being with me through out the night protecting me.Take care Kelly xoxo Send my love to Nanny & Papa ♥
OMG!! Am I in tears, also happy she messaged me at the same time...Sarah & her new bf, live down the beach, across the steet, a little from where we had Ryan's ashes scattered. Its weird how they found a apt. to rent down on 15th street...We were suppose to scatter Ryan's ashes on the beach across from 15th street. When we all met down there to scatter his ashes, there wasn't any openning across from 15th street, so we couldn't walk down on the ocean from their, we didn't know until we were standing around waiting for the funeral director. ( the reason why I picked 15th street, was b/c his angel date is April 15th ), So, the funeral director showed up. He looked both ways to see if there were any openings on 16th or 17th street. Both streets had opennings accept 15th street, ya,huh...So the director looked to see which would be the better way to walk down. The tide was higher up on 17th street, so he decided to walk down 16th street...When we got down to the water, with Red Roses, 3 white beautiful doves, waiting, watching everyone, seeing the Square box he carried Ryan's ashes in. I felt Serene believe it or not!! Sarah walked over to me, and told me to turn around, and look at the beach wall where she had spray painted the wall with, bright floresence pink paint..She and her best friend were down there the night before..She wrote "ONLY THE GOOD DIE YOUNG" LOVE FOREVER, PROMISE, (AUG 8, 1987 - APRIL 15, 2006) She just so happened to write that without knowing we were gonna do it on 16th street, instead of 15th street. (I often wonder how she,& her new bf, decide to find a apt. on 15th where we were suppose to have it) I felt Ryan's energy with us, I kno he was with us, he never would miss his own ceremony, celebration!!! NOOOO WAYYYY WOULD HE MISS HIS OWN CELEBRATION!!!!! Ryan was the life of any place he went, his friends would jump up whenever Ryan entered the room..He was full of Energy...Always laughing, smiling, joking...God made sure, to give me signs from Ryan, telling me he's OK..Right from the very start. I believe God protects us human beings, from dying from a broken heart, we only can take so much pain.. As time goes on we learn certain things, that has gone on throughout our lifes, and things we still need to learn, to grow into the person we are meant to be...None of us know it until we go through it...it is the HARDEST Love/lesson, I had to go through, and it will be a long life learning experience, as long as I live... Another thing happened she didn't know or even saw.. The picture I found of Ryan, 5yrs old, Erica, 1yr old...I found the 2 of them sitting on rocks diangle across to where she spray painted the wall. I wouldn't of known that picture was in the same spot, b/c , IT WAS THE ONE & ONLY HOUSE that wasn't renovated..The roof on the house was above the wall, so I jumped in the car to drive down there, to see if that was the same designed roof, yup it was!! The only house that has never been renovated... (I keep thinking that maybe someday, I may be living in that house...I wish!!! So anyway thats my story for today.........I can't wait for somemore signs from Ryan,,PLEASE RYAN,,SEND ME SOME AWESOME SIGNS TOMORROW ON YOUR ANGEL DATE!! THANK YOU FOR HELPING SARAH TODAY!!!! I Am Learning to grow strong, by helping other Moms through their pain as well as mine. Your sister and I are getting closer, we are laughing alot more,& having fun the way you wanted for us.. I heard you tell me in my dream to help Erica.. She has grown up so much through it all.. We want you to be proud of us, as we are of you... I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU SOOOOO MUCH!!!!!! LOVE< MOMMA
OMG!! Am I in tears, also happy she messaged me at the same time...Sarah & her new bf, live down the beach, across the steet, a little from where we had Ryan's ashes scattered. Its weird how they found a apt. to rent down on 15th street...We were suppose to scatter Ryan's ashes on the beach across from 15th street. When we all met down there to scatter his ashes, there wasn't any openning across from 15th street, so we couldn't walk down on the ocean from their, we didn't know until we were standing around waiting for the funeral director. ( the reason why I picked 15th street, was b/c his angel date is April 15th ), So, the funeral director showed up. He looked both ways to see if there were any openings on 16th or 17th street. Both streets had opennings accept 15th street, ya,huh...So the director looked to see which would be the better way to walk down. The tide was higher up on 17th street, so he decided to walk down 16th street...When we got down to the water, with Red Roses, 3 white beautiful doves, waiting, watching everyone, seeing the Square box he carried Ryan's ashes in. I felt Serene believe it or not!! Sarah walked over to me, and told me to turn around, and look at the beach wall where she had spray painted the wall with, bright floresence pink paint..She and her best friend were down there the night before..She wrote "ONLY THE GOOD DIE YOUNG" LOVE FOREVER, PROMISE, (AUG 8, 1987 - APRIL 15, 2006) She just so happened to write that without knowing we were gonna do it on 16th street, instead of 15th street. (I often wonder how she,& her new bf, decide to find a apt. on 15th where we were suppose to have it) I felt Ryan's energy with us, I kno he was with us, he never would miss his own ceremony, celebration!!! NOOOO WAYYYY WOULD HE MISS HIS OWN CELEBRATION!!!!! Ryan was the life of any place he went, his friends would jump up whenever Ryan entered the room..He was full of Energy...Always laughing, smiling, joking...God made sure, to give me signs from Ryan, telling me he's OK..Right from the very start. I believe God protects us human beings, from dying from a broken heart, we only can take so much pain.. As time goes on we learn certain things, that has gone on throughout our lifes, and things we still need to learn, to grow into the person we are meant to be...None of us know it until we go through it...it is the HARDEST Love/lesson, I had to go through, and it will be a long life learning experience, as long as I live... Another thing happened she didn't know or even saw.. The picture I found of Ryan, 5yrs old, Erica, 1yr old...I found the 2 of them sitting on rocks diangle across to where she spray painted the wall. I wouldn't of known that picture was in the same spot, b/c , IT WAS THE ONE & ONLY HOUSE that wasn't renovated..The roof on the house was above the wall, so I jumped in the car to drive down there, to see if that was the same designed roof, yup it was!! The only house that has never been renovated... (I keep thinking that maybe someday, I may be living in that house...I wish!!! So anyway thats my story for today.........I can't wait for somemore signs from Ryan,,PLEASE RYAN,,SEND ME SOME AWESOME SIGNS TOMORROW ON YOUR ANGEL DATE!! THANK YOU FOR HELPING SARAH TODAY!!!! I Am Learning to grow strong, by helping other Moms through their pain as well as mine. Your sister and I are getting closer, we are laughing alot more,& having fun the way you wanted for us.. I heard you tell me in my dream to help Erica.. She has grown up so much through it all.. We want you to be proud of us, as we are of you... I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU SOOOOO MUCH!!!!!! LOVE< MOMMA
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