A "me" time.

So, today wasn't so bad, I decided to go out and try to relax and just breathe fresh air. I had a long walk on the park, I drank a delicious iced tea, it was nice. It made me good, even though there was also the part of me feeling kind of sad for not having no one to share the moment with. Looking at the future is so terrifying, so for now I'll just take little baby steps, "one day at a time".
The anxiety is still bothering (I've had this horrible nausea and throwing up feeling) since saturday, but I've handled to manage it and and not feel it all the time. 
Keeping this journal, even a short paragraph, has been good for me. I'll try to update it daily, it's a good way to vent out things.