A Lousy Time of Year
Well, its setting in,,,,holiday depression. Have stopped eating pretty much,,only one meal a day. But, on the good side, I've quite smoking. When you don't have the money, you can't buy cigarettes. A nice big allergy has set in and with the diuretic, there's water coming out top and bottom. Feelings of gloom are overtaking me. I may lose a lot this year,,,my home,,,the internet,,,and Foxy. I'm at the end of my rope. If you don't hear from me in a week, you'll know all is lost.
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Don\'t get here much anymore. But I think about you and all you are dealing with. When you reach our age I feel we have to trust God for a lot of things. Try to stay as close to family as possible. I am alone and these things I do to survive. I am hoping and praying things will turn around for you. I know all about holiday depression. But in my case I just get in my car and go out just to be around people.
Take care
I\'m so sorry to hear things are not going well for you. Holidays are a real downer sometimes aren\'t they? I just wondered with all of your health problems and your age, couldn\'t you possibly qualify for disability? I saw in your profile that you mentioned working so maybe social security would be a possibility for you. You\'ve probably paid into the fund all your life and that\'s what it\'s there for. My prayers are with you. These crazy Holidays will pass and I hope things will be better for you in the New Year. Joy
P. S. Congrats on the no smoking. I quit 10 years ago and if I can do it, I know you can!
DON\"T YOU \"DARE\" GIVE UP !!! NEVER GIVE UP!!!!!!! Foxy is helpless and depends on you NOT giving up...She needs her Daddy..and you need her..families struggle TOGETHER..she would not give up on you..Don\'t you give up on her...whatever happens you stay together..with Foxy, and with me too, and all your friends here...we love you...and we have not given up, so don\'t YOU!!