A long wait...

Right, so I have to wait a good 4-5 months before we TTC again. DH is away at work and our next 'season' will be from around March to June next year. This really seems like a very long wait!
Now, I am so aware that all these months are for me to prepare (better than before) in every way I can, and especially to improve my health. But I seem to be getting really impatient and want things to happen faster... I've had two early mcs in the last 10 months and have held 4 newborn babies in the last 2-3 months. I really am itching to hold my own now....can't wait any longer to go through pregnancy and FULL TERM!
God, I hope you are listening to my prayer....I pray for my blessing. I hope 'the right time' isn't very far.