A little peace is creeping in, finally

I have noticed that especially today, I am more peaceful.
I am not that twisted up in knots about ED today. I peeked on her FB and found out she's going out with friends this weekend so that means she'll be here in town, but I don't really care. That's a first for me.
I have really worked hard to get to this point, and sunlight is beginning to peak out and shine on my deep dark pit ;)
This doesn't mean I won't 'relapse', but for today, I'm a little numb to the pain.