A little down today

I found from my other pregnancies that pregnancy symptoms mimics menstrual symptoms. Up until last month, I have always been regular. Trying to stay positive, I am thankful that I do get a period every month, so it kind of helps track ovulation. I was waiting on my missed period, hoping that this would be the month. Just went to the rest room and found blood. My heart sank. Every month I go through this is really difficult. I was really disappointed b/c it came 4 days early. Wishful thinking, it is just implementation bleeding and will go away….

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Findingstrength1
Findingstrength1

Keeping you in my prayers hun....
hope2012
hope2012

Thank you findingstrengh1, I need it...praying for your too:)
hope2012
hope2012

I\'ve been having a really hard time lately. I had my second misscarriage last November. I would have been due soon...My heartbreaks everytime I think about what could have been and feeling so empty...
hope2012
hope2012

I guess this is my woe is me moment. I\'m meditating on God being moved by my faith not my feelings...
hope2012
hope2012

I had to come back to my healing and safe place, my journal. I was just reflecting on my last misscarriage. I officially found out the day before Thanksgiving. I broke down in the doctors office. I was having family coming into town and they didnt know we we\'re expecting again. I had to pretend that everything was ok. Hardest thing I ever done. Now its almost 9-months later. My heart is still broken into pieces...
Elliepp
Elliepp

Keep your chin up and gon\'t give up. I think a lot of us felt this very same way. Its taken us 8 months. Once I decided not to let trying consume me I was able to relax and go with the flow. I think when you aren\'t stressed and just enjoying life, a little miracle will happen. Takes time. Hugs.
hope2012
hope2012

Thank you Elliepp for the encourage words, it means more than you know:) I often forget that I have a lot to be thankful for. I believe God that I will not lack in no area of my life. You stay encourage as well!