a little down
Well last night I went and celebrated the engagement of two of our close friends, surrounded by wonderful friends and family, I honestly enjoyed myself. I just sat on the lounges provided and had people chatting with me and of course worrying over me, making sure I was alright and comfterble. I was in abit of pain but I was happy to be out and surrounded by wonderful people. Also, I'm a bridesmaid, I felt it my duty to be apart of the celebrations!
I am so sore today and so tired...I keep bleeding so much, Im wearing 2 super pads changing 4 sometimes 5 times a day and thats when it's FULL. I'm taking my pain killers and I'm just exhausted. I want this to end - why is it getting worse =( Mum says the hystoscopy would cause bleeding and the D&C and the operative lap itself.. I dunno exactly what was done I need to wait for my post op, but my spirits are low, just looking at the pictures makes me depressed - it's worsened so much.
I'm so glad I have wonderful people around me. I keep thinking, I need to be thankful for everything I DO have! Because everyone has down bits in life, we all have trials, we need to be thankful for the good and I deffinately have good.
Jase has been so wonderful, he's been cleaning and last night he had 2 drinks that was it, he drank coke the rest of the night and sat by my side, making sure I was ok. He was so supportive!! He's been amazing.. he's worried about me. But you know what I am so thankful and so blessed to have him in my life. He is AMAZING!
I'm going to keep my chin up, I am down.. but I am healing - there are good things, amazing things in life, even with the down present.. I need to be thankful for all I do have - even when it's hard to be.
XO
I am so sore today and so tired...I keep bleeding so much, Im wearing 2 super pads changing 4 sometimes 5 times a day and thats when it's FULL. I'm taking my pain killers and I'm just exhausted. I want this to end - why is it getting worse =( Mum says the hystoscopy would cause bleeding and the D&C and the operative lap itself.. I dunno exactly what was done I need to wait for my post op, but my spirits are low, just looking at the pictures makes me depressed - it's worsened so much.
I'm so glad I have wonderful people around me. I keep thinking, I need to be thankful for everything I DO have! Because everyone has down bits in life, we all have trials, we need to be thankful for the good and I deffinately have good.
Jase has been so wonderful, he's been cleaning and last night he had 2 drinks that was it, he drank coke the rest of the night and sat by my side, making sure I was ok. He was so supportive!! He's been amazing.. he's worried about me. But you know what I am so thankful and so blessed to have him in my life. He is AMAZING!
I'm going to keep my chin up, I am down.. but I am healing - there are good things, amazing things in life, even with the down present.. I need to be thankful for all I do have - even when it's hard to be.
XO
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