A little calm

This afternoon I calmed down quite a bit from the last 2 days-its because I have not received 1 email today from my ex husband.  I did not realize how much he stresses me out.  I had to ask him yesterday to stop copying me on business emails and told him I did not want to hear from him unless he had my money owed or a need for wiring instructions.  I am accepting that this is originally the way I felt-that he hasn't changed and this is all a lie.  

I have not heard from RV Joe since last Sunday.  He had sent me pictures from Niagra falls and made a wise crack about his dog peeing in my old parking spot in which I did not reply.  Then he tried to talk to me and back peddle and I did not reply. So-nothing since.  I haven't been instacarting for a few weeks now as I have lost the energy to do so and I'm managing the money I have on hand better.  I have just been going home and going straight to sleep after work.  Tonight Ive got to get home and water my green babies on the porch and pay some kitty love to Sammy and Lefty.  Roomie has been working nights now for two weeks and its thrown the cats off.  Work is just work-I do my job and leave and dont look too much into the prospect of moving up where I wanted. It might be a blessing in disguise since my energy is slow now anyway.  My appt for surgury consult is at the end of Sept and I am guessing the surgery if not needed right away will be put off till next year.  I'm just not financially able to cover it.

All and all-a quiet, somewhat peaceful day.