A letter to a friend

I'm pretty sure that I will cut myself when you leave to go home for the day.  Not because you've caused me pain...you've helped me so much.  But you can only do so much.  I will still diminish into pain inevitably...so maybe it is just best you wait to see me till later.  Let me dwell in my mind and I will see you soon.  I love you.  I hope you still love me too.