a hopefull new day

I heard a song this morning that struck a pivotal cord with me, its called my demons by starset. the song is beautiful, and it gives me hope that if I trust in my friends and family this will turn out okay in the end, no matter what happens or where life takes me. I just wish I could have a quick fix, the anxiety of wondering when the next seizure is coming is draining. I see the fear in my husbands eyes if I make even a small jerky movement I know he's wondering if its another one and if so what to do. such is our lives now for better or worse we have been married almost 15 years, so I know he will be there, scared or fine, only time will tell.