a heart broken or fixed by you (tell me)

i love you i hate him i love him i hate you mixed emotions from two diffrent eyesboth telling me my demise  death that you love more than i i'm just apart of your imagenationthat of which you will not surrender to  thinking that you dont want me for your ownand only that of protection protection?of what, me from you? nothing is more foolish  did i waste my love?did i waste my tears?did i waste my thoughts of me and you? tell me i mean it cause i still love you  but if you dont dont say your through with the love between me and you