A HAPPY ST. PATRICK\'S DAY?

one of my favourite days is bittersweet because of memories of jesse.i remember last march 17th him lying on his blanket.too ill to be up and walking around with randy.he was just 16 days away from dying and we were trying to celebrate but were overwhelmed by sadness.and now with randy's death sentence less than a year later we struggle to celebrate our big day again.it's almost time for randy to join jesse,and it's too devastating to think about.i guess i better not,not tonite anyway.maybe i'll enjoy a few minutes out of this holiday.