a great life

a great day today for first time in a long while ive sat and thought how far i have come without a drink i was a very ill person drinking at 6am drinking on the bus on the way to work thinking no one can see me getting home after drinking all day at work and carrying on i just did not know when to stop the i'd stop after a few days and say i'll never do it again yes lots of us have said that  many a times but the inevetible happened i'd do it again and my attitude was i dont give f**k i really didnt know when to stop i just wanted help but didnt know where to turn to i cried towards the end phoning my dad and saying dad i just want to die it brings tears to my eyes now but its true then i found AA i was sick of been sick i did service at AA still do i chair a meeting open up etc  i have friends and i have found this site some very special people on here :0) today my job is going really well on our district we have 40 shops i am the manager of a shop we have been top shop for 20 weeks running where also the top shop on our area against last years figures a few weeks ago i was in the paper for service with a smile last year you would have got service with a grunt lol i love work i love life i love people a smile costs nothing and looks so much nicer thanks to all you lovely people god bless and hey keep smiling xxmarkyxx