A good therapist finally.
I have the best therapist. God is so good. God loves me so much. She doesn't dismiss me. She's like a psychologist Shaman! I just got off the phone with her cause I was feeling so scary and she just brought me down to earth by talking about different tribes spiritual practices, acknowledging my ideas, saying I am very sensitive, and the other day when I was told by the spirits that I'm a healer (an unwanted job) she agreed that she thought I was too. And yet she still understands the difficulty of living in between worlds and being real day to day about it. Sigh of relief.