A fresh start

Sooo I guess we are all on the same boat here. We all know how the cycle goes... new diet! Whoo! I'm really going to do it this time!... Oh that pasta looks so good... no! I can't have it... oh F**k it gimme that bowl... mmmmmmmm... morrreeee... I. Want. Do. Die... Why am I like this? Ugggghhh my stomach.. I feel like shit I need more food. And so it continues. Okay so you get the picture. But I want to change. I am desparate for change. And I need to lose weight before my trip to Europe (Whoooohoooo!) and before University starts in 2018. So I have my goal... I just can't seem to pursue it. Food is my life. When I wake up in the morning I immediately think: food! When I am on my way to school I am thinking about lunch. When I am on my way home from school i am thinking about that icecream in the freezer. My life is a slave to ludicrous cravings. I keep on telling myself that once I lose this weight my life will truly start. But I'm sick of excuses. I want my life back and I am GOING to get it. This fat is going to cry like a big baby when it sees what I can do. Come on everyone! What do you say! WE CAN DO IT GODDAMN IT. Food schmood. Who cares about food? Let's get of our butts and experience the world like we were meant to. Let's show all those judgemental idiots who the reeeeaal porker is. Do it for the "holy shit! you got hot"