A Fresh Start

I am feeling so much better,like a huge weight has been taken off!All that negativity & angst &animosity,all gone with 1 2 hour car ride.The kids are so happy 2 see me & all pitching in 2 help Grandpa set up his new bed.Holly & Rob even bought new blankets & matching sheets in anticipation of my arrival.It is so nice 2 see some friendly faces,I'll teel yuo what!I know I got quite down in the dumps there 4 awhile,now I get inspirational messages from some 1 called The Guardian,I made a friend request 2 you,somewhere,thanx 4 the support.I know God has a plan 4 me,I continue 2 decipher scripture in an effort 2 find out what this message will contain.I have alot of notes 2 go through be4 I can start a final draft,but I am definitely making progress!It's gonna be alot easier 2 work on anything now,as I can finally clear my mind & get some of the trash thrown out,2.Now we have 2 deal with the fact that Holly & Rob are both gonna lose their jobs at the end of June,but I am lookin' at it as a challenge,not a minus!Keeping busy is not gonna be a problem with the kids here,Dominick is 9,Kaden & Abbie are almost 5,& they are 3 of the most well behaved children I have ever had the pleasure 2 meet.They are goimg 2 make this transition alot easier 4 me 2 pull off.They have opened their hearts & their home 2 me w/out question,not on the least concerned about how it will affect their normal routine,twins are not quite 5,so it makes it easier 2 get them involved.Now I can concentrate on quitting smoking,we don't smoke inside so that's gonna make it somewhat easier.Anyway,off 2 it,gotta stay busy,especially with a full functioning household again.I love the sound of kids playing,so I'm in my element! spinelessinalbera JustKeepSmilin' :)