a football sunday, with spirited cheering :) Special Thanks, and Blossoming Forward! :)

It's a Ravens football sunday, for Holly!!! :) Cheering on her hometown team, and keeping in touch with her, and her family :) Holly called me this morning, and i also connected with her this afternoon :) She says, "hi everyone, thank you" and she says, "go Ravens!" :) awww! :) She's in wonderful spirits :) She's feeling a bit better today :) She sounded well :) We're so glad, and thankful :) She's doing really good, with everything :) it's a routine, schedule, she's adapting to it :) it was wonderful hearing her voice :) She said, she's proud of us all for keeping strong with her :) She has important meeting tomorrow, with the team coordinator, about her treatment going forward :) i'll keep everyone updated :) We're having a good day at home :) it's a day of hope, strength, writing, and looking forward to keeping on, keeping on :) my family and i have been spending time together, also spending time with friends here on DS :) i've got my writing area all set up, and decorated :) i wrote some cards, notes, letters for Holly, and some thank you cards for friends :) writing is helping me a lot, especially during these trying times. i'm so thankful to have my journal, and my writing area :) Gaining strength, and hope, from everyone is very comforting, and uplifting :) We're looking forward to continued healing progress forward, each day, and sharing in many more, spirit soaring times :) i know, that right now, things are different than the normal, and usual, but we're gonna be ok :) like i wrote the other day, riding out those waves of life, until it's smooth sailing again :) We look forward to the journey of the upcoming week :) Thank you angel friends, for always being here for us :) We've needed you all right now, more than ever :) Thank you for being our sunshine, and bright joys in the days, as we continue each day forward :) i bought a printer on amazon, and will be printing some awesome cool pictures, to be able to include in the cards/letters i send to Holly :) it's gonna boost her spirits, and bring her heart joy :)

Hi angel friends! :) Big group warm caring friendship hugs, sent with our love :) We hope everyone is doing well, and having a nice day :) We're having a good day at home :) i don't think i could fully put into words with my writings, how much it's meant to my family, Holly and i, how specially comforting,and uplifting it's been, knowing you all are here for us, and the wonderful love, care, and support, that's been keeping us looking forward, keeping our chins up, and moving forward each day :) in a time when things could be so much rougher, you all have helped us keep strong, giving us hope, and strength :) thank you all for being here, and for being so understanding, that right now during these times, writing about all that's going on, it's helping me so much, to be able to write, and to share :) my journals over the years have always been, either from the heart, or spirited, maybe a combination of both sometimes. lately, it's been from the heart :)

HOLLY UPDATES, and a NEW PRINTER!!! :) Holly called me this morning :) She said, she's feeling a bit better today, and adapting to her new medicine :) She sounded well, and spirited too :) She gave some updates, about her group therapy, and also that they take her vitals each day. :) She mentioned, she has some group therapy today :) she got switched into another room, with another lady, patient. She said, she's ok with it :) She said, "big kiss!" on the phone! :) awww! :) i said, "big kiss for you too and big huggy love hugs!" :) She calls me huggy :) She sounded very upbeat :) She said, the nursing staff wrote "go Ravens" on the bulletin board, for the Ravens big game day :) She mentioned she's gonna be seeing the physiciatrist on monday. She said, with her new medicine she is taking, they are doing mood tests, to see how the patients are doing. She scored 3.5 today, higher than yesterday (2). She's improving, and her head isn't hurting today, which is good, and a healing blessing :) it gives us all strength, to hear from her :) She sounded so much better :) it's a relief all of our hearts :) She wanted me to get a message out to her friend Linda, she wants Linda to come in to see her :) we're so glad, and thankful :) i told her i put Ravens sticker she gave me, and mini Ravens helmet on my table, in honor of her and Ravens gameday :) she loved hearing that :) She said to say hi to everyone, and she sends her love :) Holly's friend Linda called me too this morning! :) wow!! :)it was a spirited morning :) Linda and i had a good talk, i updated her on how Holly is doing, and she said, she is going to call Holly today, and that her and her partner Al are going to be visiting Holly soon :) She said, that she also is planning to mail Holly some cards :) This is so nice, and sweet! :)

i called Holly this afternoon :) She sounded upbeat, and had some new updates for us all :) She said, they gave her a new med, to treat her PTSD. She said, the team coordinator there, at SP. ED. hospital, is going to be meeting with her on monday, discuss her treatment plan. They are going to discuss, if she stays there for inpatient therapy, or could be, a group housing situation, where she has ED outpatient treatment. her depressiod medicine is helping. :) he said, she ate all of her lunch, and had juice :) She met with her physiciatrist earlier today. She's keeping positive, and determined :) She said, she loves us all :) i've been sharing everyone's love, prayers, and well wishes :) She said, they are getting to watch some of the Ravens football game there in the unit :) She's been enjoying her word search book i gave her :) She's looking forward to recieving her cards, and letters from us :) i told her, everyone is being wonderful to me, and to everyone, and she said, "that's so good, i'm so glad" :) awww! :) i've been telling her how everyone is rallying around her and me, and us all, for support :)

i bought a new printer, on amazon yesterday evening :) i've been looking forward to buying one :) i want to print pictures to mail to Holly, and also going to print letters :) during these times, it's helping me to keep writing, as much as i can :) i'm a fast typer, and when it comes to letters writing, i can read/write/reply to letters faster, by writing letters :) i'm very excited for my new printer to be arriving tomorrow :) it's gonna be so nice, writing, and printing out letters, and getting the letters out into the mail :) during the holiday's, i recieved many wonderful notes, and letters that i've been looking forward to replying too :) i've already began to write notes and letters, on my computer wordpad here, and will be mailing them out quicker, as i can type fairly fast, and will be able to send out replies, plus i wrote a letter/update about Holly's health, so we all can update friends who aren't on DS. i'm gonna recieve my new printer tomorrow, and will begin to print out the letters i've been writing :)

A RAVENS FOOTBALL SUNDAY, FOR HOLLY!!! :) It's a football sunday, and the NFL playoffs have began :) Congratulations to the Colts and Cowboys, on their victories and advancing in the playoffs :) 2 more games today, Holly's Ravens vs Chargers, and Eagles vs the Bears :) it's very exciting, the playoffs are here, and superbowl right around the corner :) We're so glad, and thrilled, that Holly's Ravens made the playoffs :) She and i had lots of football party's this season :) our sunday routine, was pulling up the espn.com gamecenter, and she'd put her radio on, and we'd football it up all afternoon on sunday's, cheering on our teams :) the Ravens had a 1pm game today :) i had some foods, snacks, and my iced coffee :) i talked with Holly a couple times during the game, and also texted with her brother Robert, who also cheers for the Ravens :) Holly's Ravens came so close. they came back in the 4th quarter, and had a chance. even though they didn't win, it was still, a thrilling season for them, and something to build on, in the seasons and years ahead :)

i've had my phone right next to me, awaiting any new news, updates, calls, from Holly, family, or friends :) i've been thinking a lot about Holly, and her healing journey :) how strong she is, and how we're all very proud of her :) she was so excited yesterday, to hear from me and my mom :) my mom said, "hi Holly, feel better soon" and Holly thanked her :) awww! :) she's very special to us all :) it's been emotional, and tough moments at times. we miss her her constant prescence in our days, but we know she's getting the very best care, and that's what is most important :) it's meant the world to us, every moment of each day, to know you all are here, and keeping her family and friends in tune with how she's doing :) everyone knows how close Holly and i am, and how we truly are, eachother's half. :) from all she and i share, and how we're both a big part of eachother's hearts, and days. :) i know for her, and also for myself, each day has kinda felt like half of us there, and other half, with the other, and usually when she and i are together, sharing in our days, it makes us feel like 2 hearts, that beat as 1, and makes us feel complete, and whole :) she and i both right now, are going through the days, like it's half of ourselves there. we're on a journey though, a healing journey, to good health, and to having those moments again of feeling whole :) i can't even begin to say how wonderfully special it's felt, the outpouring of love, care, support, prayers, encouragement i've been able to share with Holly, her family, my family, and all of our friends, from everyone who's been here for us :) it means so much, and is guiding us each day :)

Holly and i sure are looking forward to some spirit soaring times again :) when i put treats outside in the morning for our nature friends, i think of the times when Holly and i are together on the phone, talking about nature, the birds, squirrels, sunshine, and of course how we both love the moon :) in those moments when i'm outside right now, i'm thinking of her, and all the times we'll get to share together this year :) from nature, to all of our party's :) we look forward to all of it :) from football, to ghost hunters, TWD, most haunted, popcorn saturday night party's, treasure hunting videos, and exploring videos on youtube :) We're looking forward to so much :) at night time, i've been laying down after 9pm :) Holly said, that bedtime at the SP hospital is around 10:30pm. i've been trying to go to bed around that same time, so i feel like both Holly and i are getting to sleep at the same time :) keeping with her schedule, and her routine right now, is helping she and i both, feel close together <3<3 i saw 2 birds flying together this morning, and thought of her and i :) i remember many times, when she and i are on the phone, she, or i, enjoying nature sights, and we'd say, "2 birds, that's you&me" :) awww! :)

We've mailed out 2 envelopes to Holly yesterday,and tomorrow we're gonna mail out 2 more :) i want to keep the envelopes flowing, so that she recieves all of our love, care, support, prayers, and encouragement :) i've been writing heart-felt notes, and just random times, when i'm here in my computer room, and thoughts come to my mind, and i'm writing, for her, to share in the days with her :) Holly cares so much for us all, and i've been keeping her updated, on how we're all doing, and sharing messages with her :) our dear friend Carolyn (Cypher) is sending me a card, to forward to Holly :) it's so nice, and sweet of her :) We're keeping the positive energy train, healing energy, all moving forward for Holly,and us all, during these times :) Holly's become so close to my family over the years :) We gotta keep strong for her, for her family, and us all, so that she can feel all of that strength, and hope :) We're with her every step :)

We're having a peaceful day, with loving thoughts of continued healing Holly :) my family and i are doing ok :) i'm so glad, we all have been connecting with Holly this weekend, seeing how she's doing, and focused on her continued steps forward, toward continued healing :) We're so proud of her :) We all have been keeping very strong for her :) We're watching the football games, and lots of writing times this weekend :) i kept my phone right next to me, just incase Holly calls :) the weekend schedules at SP, are different than weekday's. Each day i hear from her, and hear her voice, it gives me strength, and i hear it within her voice too :) We're so thankful for all of the incredible love, care, and support :) i'll continue to keep everyone updated :) This upcoming week, i'm going to do some writings, nature walks, keeping in tune with Holly and her family, we also have sweet treats tuesday, super wednesday post office adventure, and lots more, leading us into another super fun baking friday adventure :) Thank you angel friends, so very much, for always being here for us, and for all you do for us :) You all are wonderfully nice, sweet, and very caring :) We deeply appreciate everything, with all of the love of our hearts :) big group warm caring comforting friendship hug :) We're looking forward to many more special times this year, with family, Holly, friends, and nature :)

-never lose hope :)

To Wildthing, Peaceful Gentle Moments of the day :) Wildthing, it's a peaceful day, keeping in touch with Holly, spending time with family, friends, and checking out some football games :) thinking of you, our dear friend :)

my mom says hello :) She says, "we're so happy to be hearing from Holly" :) awww! :) she says, "i hope everyone is having a nice weekend" :) We love you all bunches and bunches, our sweet dear wonderful guardian angel friends :) We hope everyone is doing well, and enjoying a nice day, and a peaceful weekend :) We think of you and your family's often :) Thank you all, our dear angel friends, for always being here for us all :) We appreciate you all, and will always be here for you all too :) We're hoping each day, brings Holly closer and closer, to continued healing, and into a new home, and a healthy, happy future :)

Hi angel friends :) i'm having a big writing day/calls today, and tuning into the football games :) Holly's team came so close! :) we're so relieved, for the positive news, about Holly progressing forward :) She said she got a chance to see a wonderful view, of the sunrise this morning :) She's keeping very strong, and brave :) We're all very proud of her :) We're looking forward to continued healing progress for her :) i'll keep everyone updated :) i'd love to take this time, to re-share some pictures, of some blossoming flowers, in a special loving spirited tribute, to our Holly, who is so strong, and blossoming into continued healing, and a whole new journey :)

We're standing strong with Holly and everyone :)