A Follow Up on previous journal

I am feeling better after my last post. Father's Day is 4 days away and have decided to not think about it. It makes no sense to celebrate it if you don't have your child in your life. I know that I am a Father, the separation still hurts. When I see other Fathers with their children, they have no clue how fortunate that they are  and wouldn't want to be in my shoes. 

No one should have to be in that situation. I also addressed in my previous journal that I don't have a strong support of friends right now. I am going to be alone for awhile and focus on myself. In this day and age, being a loner is viewed negatively such as being dangerous and nonsocial. I disagree because you need that time to yourself to both recenter and refocus. If you aren't engaged in criminiality, you have nothing to hide. 

I also decided to terminate my Facebook account. It does nothing for me anymore and I will contact the people I am close to that I am going to terminate my Facebook page. I have had it for 14 years and its time for a change. As Summer approaches, I am going to be quiet for awhile and be on Daily Strength on a regular basis. I will post another Journal again before the end of the week and eager to hearing from you soon.