A few setbacks
08/03/11
Well first off I got stood up by all of those people from my work last night. I sat there for over an hour and nobody showed up. Times like that make me wonder why did this have to happen to me. I'm trying to raise my self-image and make new friends and I Just keep getting slapped in the face. I don't know what happened, but none of them tried to contact me to let me know that the plans changed or whatever. I'm so sure I heard them say August 2nd and Tuesday night. The only mix-up was that none of them remembered me at all.
I got a good amount of code done today, but it was all for nothing because one of my bosses has his head up his butt and is too worried about making a story and not a game. My other boss wants me to re-do all the stuff I already have done, but more complex. Its times like these when I really worry about the direction my life is headed.
I'm going to stay positive though. I can't afford to let myself fall into dispare at a time like this. My life is at a crucial time right now where I am going to go twords my dreams or just get a normal job to make ends meet. I'm still running out of money and the more driving I do and the more trips to the bar I take the worse it gets. I need to get a full time job soon. I don't care if it has to do with games anymore. I need to keep pushing because I love myself and I want to see my life get better.
Well first off I got stood up by all of those people from my work last night. I sat there for over an hour and nobody showed up. Times like that make me wonder why did this have to happen to me. I'm trying to raise my self-image and make new friends and I Just keep getting slapped in the face. I don't know what happened, but none of them tried to contact me to let me know that the plans changed or whatever. I'm so sure I heard them say August 2nd and Tuesday night. The only mix-up was that none of them remembered me at all.
I got a good amount of code done today, but it was all for nothing because one of my bosses has his head up his butt and is too worried about making a story and not a game. My other boss wants me to re-do all the stuff I already have done, but more complex. Its times like these when I really worry about the direction my life is headed.
I'm going to stay positive though. I can't afford to let myself fall into dispare at a time like this. My life is at a crucial time right now where I am going to go twords my dreams or just get a normal job to make ends meet. I'm still running out of money and the more driving I do and the more trips to the bar I take the worse it gets. I need to get a full time job soon. I don't care if it has to do with games anymore. I need to keep pushing because I love myself and I want to see my life get better.
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