A few days come and gone

06/11/11
So a few days have gone by since my last post. Not too much has happened since then other than the fact that I didn't get my tattoo on time and I went out to the bar last night. I just went to the gym and then went to work. I have been doing good on my goals so far and I really feel like I should be able to do this.
There is so much BS causing stress in my life right now that if I can just accomplish one thing I will be happy. I just really want to say that I got this done.
When I was out at the bar last night I was there with this dude from my work. He was telling me some pretty crazy stories about the girls at our work. It just got me to thinking about what I really want. I'm not sure I can get it. Its obvious that that guy was looking to have sex with one of those girls so he did it. Good for him if you ask me. He actually went out and got what he wanted. I'm not sure if I can get what I want. I'm not really looking for a one night stand or just a few dates. I'm not sure if I can get what I want because I work 7 days a week and spend all my free time trying to get hired by a game company. I don't know about me anymore. Will I ever get what I'm after?
 Like most things in life I have to be the one to get it if I really want it. I'm pulling myself in two directions right now and I'm just not going anywhere. I need to choose a path and take it.