A dirty obsession.

I don't know how many other people struggle with this but I have an obsession with used women's underwear.  The obession I know is gross but I cannot seem to shake it.  It's very powerful and very dark but excites me and am having trouble stopping the cycle.  I have never ordered anything online like this but I'm afraid if I keep up the obsession I will.  I'm struggling pretty bad right now, I need to make a support call.