A different life

I haven't been on here for a very long time. So much has changed. My husband now lives in Tennessee, we have been seperated for 6 yrs. I am still working in the same job for 30yrs, making little money. I just keep putting one foot in front of the other and hope things will be better tomorrow. Everyday I miss my old life, full of family and friends. Everyone has moved away, but I am still here trying to make a living and just survive. However I find myself blessed, all of my children and grandchildren are doing well. That alone brings me great happiness. I will be moving to a new apartment in a few months and seem to have a lot of anxiety about it. To find a place, I can afford, and a safe one at that is a daunting task.