......... a day..........

tonight at work i was still feeling yucky cuz been sick for a few days now... well i work in a convienience store , but how convienent that a girl i went to hair school with came in ... not that she was a girl i hated but , made me relize that i was at a shamfull work environment , like i payed mula for school but now end up where i am now,  im so lost , frusturated , and kind of ashamed of where im working ... im not dont yet though im only 22... my new years goal will be to find either a job to be proud of .. or get more school done , never can have enough ... wish i new what to aim for though also to go with my goal ... get my timming better ... so far been a week and been late once to met a friend for coffee and thats it hope i can keep that up, as well as spend less mula, and quite smoking and get skinny ...  and we will see were life leads to this following year ...