A blip

Well yesterday was a bit of a blip from the norm towards the end. I'm feeling tired and vulnerable so I say the first thing that comes to mind. Still it isn't like it matters, noone reads this anymore so I could say anything I wanted and noone would ever know. Anyway if anyone ever called me out on what I say... Well the hypotheticals don't really matter so I'll just stick with reality for now, maths preps that take up whole afternoons, friends visiting on the afternoons of weekdays and various nights out (concerts, clubs and dinners, etc.). I guess everyone wishes they could go back in time and do things a little differently, the whole thing from last night just makes me think that maybe I should've let things lie as they were. Still, it hurt but it left me a little bit stronger and a little bit better at dealing with things, the future is more important than the past right now so thats what I'll concentrate on. Sometimes I wish...
Well the comment that was going to follow that was a bit of a nonsequiter, a little against my resolution and not something that I want to let myself want. Bottom line: if we just keep wishing and waiting then nothings going to happen. Carpe diem and all that. I guess that's one of the things that I respect most, someone who stands up and says or does what they want, regardless of consequences. Not just saying 'oh but I thought...' or something like that. I'm tired of people acting like that and quite a bit of the time its actually quite pathetic. Ah well, I should be getting ready for lessons now.
Bye