A bitter sweet moment

journal entry 3
well as you know if you have been reading my journal entries i had not told my best friend who i had a crush on that i was bisexual (i hate labels but whatever). i FINALLY DID YAY!  anyways she took it more than perfectly. i did that yesterday and i asked if she was freaking out and she said no and we have talked about stuff. then in the afternoon we are doing a play together and i messed up, she wanted to be the main role and i messed it  up for her, not because i got the part but because i prevented her from getting the part, by accident i would never do anything to hurt her. Anyways she got mad , like very mad, and last time she did that she did not talk to me for like three months i cried for two as i begged her for forgiveness  and upon that i found out i was bisexual ( the only good thing that came from that experience). i mean we are much closer now than well ever  and back when she got mad we did not know each other very well , know we do we are very close so i am hoping that she just lets it go ...