A bit tired today.

The day starts out OK.  I'm kinda tired and one thought that is persistent is the vanity of the day or the effort I put out ending in exhaustion and unfulfillment.  Once again if my aim is horizontal I find myself with no meaning.  If my aim is toward God and others I find myself elevated above these mundane circumstances of life.   It's often darkest before the dawn, but how great is that darkness for some.  God is the only light I have left, perhaps that is where he can use me, if I don't get in the way that is.