a bit of a better day

 Last night was better. since my husband has been spending 3 on 3 off at the house with us. After the boys went to bed he was making small talk with me....he usually does this openly within a few days of working things out which ofcourse is exactly what I want, however I want to stay with my heart on the issue and continue keeping the seperation going for the next 2 months with hopes that we will make it and be stronger than ever. Usually we make things work and then a week after we go back to the same thing. So I hope we'll be good and continue to stay apart long enough to not wanna make the same mistake again.....i've honestly never known of any other couple who fights as much as us; it's like we're more of a dating couple than a married one.....and i know we're both exhausted