A bit freaked... (Trigger - numbers)
I dont really know how to feel right now. This morning I started my period again for the first time since I've been ill. It's been aout 2 years and it's really freaked me out. I just keep thinking - Oh my god I must be huge! I was doing ok with the thoughts too cause I just kept thinking my BMI is still hovering around 15 and mentally I had to cope with the fact that this.... is not a 'fat' BMI. It's an underweight one and technically still anorexic. But now this and it's really screwed with my head.
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You know I had my period at my very lowest weight when I actually almost died, so it doesn\'t mean you are fat al all. Don\'t let that discourage you.