a bad surprise....

okay so back in sept. i had a pregnancy scare with brendon my ex... i took a test when i was a week late and it came out positve. then i took one two more two weeks later and one came out neg. and the other was positive..   I started after 5 weeks. at the time i thought that i was late but i just found out that i was pregnant and i misscarried.... it happened in sept. but finding it out now is really unexpected... i didn't think that it would shake me up this bad but it did..