A bad feeling...

This is going to be a slightly weird journal entry...
 
I can't shake this bad feeling, I have a "gut" feeling something bad is going to happen and I can't pin point what. I'm never usually wrong about this...Mum and I are weird like that, she's one of those people who dreams things the night before it happens, I half think thats why she stayed with my nan, she kept saying she knows nan isnt going to last a week and she died a few days later. Part her medical training but it was a "Feeling" more then anything. I have this feeling like I'm being watched or something...it sounds weird and crazy I know, but I havnt been wrong so far in life and I am not going to ignore it now...I just can't figure out what it is. The bad thing is it's a STRONG feeling...sometimes I get them and they're mild, example before my dad went to have a procedure I had this bad feeling about it, I told mum something isn't going to go well, I wasn't wrong it caused him alot of pain and agony, more harm then good.
I keep thinking about it, and I keep connecting it to me somehow, I have a feeling something is wrong but I don't know...I think best to not worry untill it hits me in the face. Just needed to vent it!
 

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deleted_user
deleted_user

I have dream perception to .. it\'s a scary thing. stick with your gut feeling and keep a eye out . best of luck
taters90
taters90

Yes it is! and thankyou :)
deleted_user
deleted_user

... we are all praying for you hun and i hope that bad feeling is just that a bad feeling and this surgery will be successful in diagnising all your ongoing battle xoxo will be praying hard for the 20th love you xoxox
taters90
taters90

Thanks hun me too! Love you xoxo
deleted_user
deleted_user

I have had several dreams throughout my life that have come true as well.

I can tell you also from my training in surgical technology that 90% of the time when they put a patient under and that patient is convinced they are going to die during the procedure they actually do die. Of course this may not be what you are thinking in your case. I hope whatever it is, it\'s nothing serious. And we are all always here for you!
taters90
taters90

Oh no I\'m not thinking of me dieing! Just not sure, I kind of have the feeling something is alot worse then I think. Anyway, when I work it out or after my operation I\'ll let you know!
NchixJ
NchixJ

aww!! I get feelings like this sometimes! I actually did last night- was on my way to one store and just decided last min to go the other way and go to a different one. listening to your gut and realizing its a bad feeling is good. sorry u feel this way- it can be horrible. be safe- if someone is following u- drive straight to the police station! dont drive home- but i am sure you already know that :)