A bad feeling...

This is going to be a slightly weird journal entry...
 
I can't shake this bad feeling, I have a "gut" feeling something bad is going to happen and I can't pin point what. I'm never usually wrong about this...Mum and I are weird like that, she's one of those people who dreams things the night before it happens, I half think thats why she stayed with my nan, she kept saying she knows nan isnt going to last a week and she died a few days later. Part her medical training but it was a "Feeling" more then anything. I have this feeling like I'm being watched or something...it sounds weird and crazy I know, but I havnt been wrong so far in life and I am not going to ignore it now...I just can't figure out what it is. The bad thing is it's a STRONG feeling...sometimes I get them and they're mild, example before my dad went to have a procedure I had this bad feeling about it, I told mum something isn't going to go well, I wasn't wrong it caused him alot of pain and agony, more harm then good.
I keep thinking about it, and I keep connecting it to me somehow, I have a feeling something is wrong but I don't know...I think best to not worry untill it hits me in the face. Just needed to vent it!