A bad dream

What an awful dream i had  i can remember everything i feel as if dad was telling me it was not the time for him to go.I need to write this down as i got to get it out.So i,m sorry if it upsets anyone.                     There was a memorial service but there was a coffin i can remember looking at a sheet of paper with the service on.My nan my mums mum was going on about some donation money and she said i'll go and tell tony and there she goes to the coffin and the coffin end is off and she talking to my dad.He seem to wake up in surprise(that's how he came to the night he died and asked to go home like a little boy that hurts so much) He had the bandage on his wrist from where he had a drip in a few days earlier and nans tring ti  make him comfortable.then my liam goes over.the next thing there carrying a coffin out thats wide and short and my dad was not that.Well that's when i woke up. is it that iv got loads swimming round in my head ?My nan said to me the other day that my dad won''''t settle till we do i think that is a bit unfair it''''s only 5 weeks today .another shit monday.IT's my Liam's birthday and he not here,mum's gone to my nan's and marc gone to work so i feel very lonely today.I asked dad for a sign yesterday do you think that dream aws, god i don't know im just so confused.Ithought earlier i got to ring dad to see if he ok as mum had gone to nans thats what i would do even before he became ill then remembered he was not here.Oh dad i miss you so much love you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx oh Thanks for watching over liam he scored and got man of the match.He told nan that goal was for you xxx