A bad day
Today was a very bad day. I lost my composure with my boys when they would not listen to me and they just laughed at me when I asked them to pick up their things. They do not respect me or listen. I ended up locking myself in my room and finally cried. It felt good to release some of the emotions inside, but now I just feel numb and like I am on the edge of a cliff. I am not sure that my meds are working and I really need them to work right now. I can't seem to see my way through this mess that I am in and it is upsetting my mom and worrying her. I don't like to worry her, but I don't know who else to turn to.
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Oh, you can make it through this. I have been in your shoes. I raised my kids, and went through disrespect and I felt really alone, having a husband, lie, think everyone else was great but me and me and abuse. I got through it alone, and if you have a mother to help you, all the better. You are strong, you can do this. It\'s hard to leave, and it\'s hard to stay. If it is really bad you should go to a shelter. Please take care of yourself. I see me in you. I was like you for awhile, and in my darkest days I came through it.
Life doesn\'t always throw us lemonade. And some ppl are just not what we thought they were.
Take care......(((((Hugs)))))