...a day

Well, I promised myself I would check in nightly, and I am happy to report I felt more obligated to not gamble today, and that I had more strength in fighting the urge to gamble. I did spend most of the day with my husband (who knows I have had issues with gambling, but does not know about the most recent gambling- I would lose him for sure), but there were times where I ran an errand or two...and these were those "opportunities" in the past. I still woke up in a panic worried about finances, and felt that overwhelming guilt that I have caused this...what can I do to fix it...NOT GAMBLE is the answer.  Today was a good day. Thanks to everyone that has given me support on this and some positive feedback....it really helps.