9DPO and leaving everything in God's hands

So today I am 9DPO and I plan to test on 14DPO which will be on Thursday, September 22nd, I really have mixed feelings about this cycle, but I am trying to relax as much as possible, since I can't change anything right now, all I can do is have faith and pray for the best, I know that God is going to bless me again and Nevaeh is going to send her daddy and mommy a sibling, one who will stay with us this time. I am slowly withdrawing from my POAS addiction, wasted sooo much money with last cycle lol, this time I am staying far far away from the store so I don't get tempted to buy hpts, so far I've been doing good. I have 5 more days left thats if AF don't show her face first, trying not to analyze any little symptoms cause my body tricked me on numerous cycles, staying positive and leaving it all in God's hands :)