9DPO

BFN... I know its early but I am already getting discouraged. Have very slight AF like cramps and my boobs are just a little tender, but.... 
I guess I should try and relax, I tested with squishy at 7 and 8 DPO to check ont he trigger and they were clear negatives and then I didn't test again until 11DPO when I got my BFP so I guess I should try not to read to much into it. 
Its just that I sooooo anxious!!!
 
Please, please, please little embie implant and grow!!!!