11/24/07  We are getting really excited about going to Florida. My Sis thinks we will be there on Wed (her birthday) but she will see us two days early because we are flying!  I hope I didn't blow it when I was talking to her tonight. Whatever, she will have a wonderful birthday if me, my Tony and her daughter and son have anything to say about it.

I made her a  small oil painting.  It's a small vase with flowers in it. That is what I am into right now. We are unsure how to bring it past security so we wrapped it in bubble wrap and put it into my Dell laptop box. I'm not even sealing it. If they want to look it over it's all well and good. The problem to my paranoid mind is they will think the paint is explosive or some kind of shit like that! Sounds ridiculous doesn't it? Doesn't mean it won't happen. You may see my painting on the news with me and Tone looking scared shitless! Excuse me while I laugh my ass off!!!

ok, I'm done! Can't wait to hug my Sis, my nephew and niece and thier children. It has been 2 years!!!!! Last night's fiasco was asinine as I look back. I have apoplogized to everyone but the salamander I almost stepped on while taking Dawn's shepherd for a walk. I am finally ready to be me, warts and all, and if there is someone who doesn't like it, Oh well. :D

I feel nothing right now except love and happiness. I am an overly sensitive person and I am finding out that it leads to much drinking. Maybe they should start an OS associaction. I can't imagine a room full of overly sensitive people!! Who would even start the conversation? I would like to end this journal by saying to myself "I love you Deb, you are a great person!"If I don't start realizing that I am somebody who else will? Can't wait to see Joycie on Monday afternoon. I hope we have managed to keep things a secret as I said but I have a big effing mouth!! :D

An entire week in Florida with our family. Can't get any better. I am blessed to have the family that I do. It's corny but true! 

Goodnight Deb!                                   Goodnight!