7/30/07  Had a good weekend. Our kids and grandkids all got together tonight for a pizza party. Dawn, Bubs and Sam will be in Maine all week and we will miss our newest little one.  He is 8 months old and we watch him every Friday so for some reason we will be conscious of the fact he is not in the state. Whatever! :) We will live through it. On another note, I am here being sober and I can only hope that I have been in such a stupor I didn't notice how controlling and cranky my husband is. Except for my mother I have never been criticized and second guessed more in my life. I am old enough to remember the term "gaslighting". I am pretty sure that when I was high he was doing it and now he is pissed cuz I am alert. Hmmm