5/9/07 Well, the past couple days have been rough. We have been bickering. He seems to think that I can't do anything for myself. I need help or his advise.(no I don't!) Can't figure whether it's a man thing or a Tony thing. He is also often gruff when he speaks to me and I tell him "Look, if you wouldn't talk that way to your friends/family don't talk to me that way." So I went on and on and I guess he was listening?? It is hard to tell sometimes.

Well,later he did something really nice for me. That is the way he apologizes. I have never heard the words I'm sorry come out of his mouth. Anyway, sometimes when he is like this I feel like saying screw it and drinking. I didn't realize how many things he did to maKe me want to drink. Fortunately I held it together. I went to the cemetary, watered my Mom's flowers and talked to her until the urge passed. Thank goodness for Mom's, alive or gone. ;)

Getting my new laptop pretty soon. DHL will deliver it, hopefully before Mom's day!!