4/21/07 Tonight we are watching our 12 yr old nephew Zach for a few hours while his parents are out having a nice dinner. We have been watching him since he was an infant so he's like our second son. I came online cuz my hubby and him are watching Jackass 2, and as a woman it's not my favorite. Bam Margera actually let someone BRAND him like a cow. Ewwwwww. So I am still on my diet and am actually noticing a difference. I never weigh myself, instead I go by how I look and how my clothes fit. Dctr's appt. on Monday to look at my blood work. We may also find out the results of Tone's prostate biopsy. Believe it or not I am still feeling hopeful. I am getting out of the house finally but I always go shopping when I do. Any store, I will even walk the aisles of Stop & Shop just to take my mind of things. Hope I can smile tomorrow.

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You are on the right track! Whatever it takes to free your mind for a little while!
I have been very busy trying to prepare for the baby\'s homecoming. I am not sure how that is all going to go as my youngest daughter is home, despite her not wanting to be... but I can\'t really worry about it until tomorrow. I would let her go to any family members house she wants, but she wants to go to her friends. Normally I wouldn\'t even care about that but there is an issue. Her friend has an older brother that has just moved back home after he & his girlfriend got in a fight about the messages between him & my daughter on \"Myspace\" So not letting her go there for a while! So she is home and not happy about it! and I don\'t blame her! I had a similar situation with my miscarrage. My sister-in-law delivered the day after I miscarried. I didn\'t care to see my nephew for quite awhile, never really bonded with him.
Anyhow, tomorrow is another day and I will deal with it as it comes.
I am so glad to hear you\'re feeling better!!!!!!!! Make a minute or 2 everyday for YOU! You have already done more to get better than most people do their whole lives! You ROCK!
Chat with ya later! Let me know how it goes tomorrow! I am praying!
Melissa