Sorry

I am sorry if I worried my friends on here.  I am trying, but just got some news.  Falon's uncle has been sick, I don't know what's wrong because her aunt was crying so.  They were supposed to have moved closer, by 2 hours but haven't yet due to his illness.  She said her brother was there to help move.  So I will spend 3.5 hours each way to get Falon for my weekend.  I am a sucker, they are supposed to come part way but I felt so sorry for K that I volunteered to come all the way so they can work on moving.  I had hoped these visits would get easier but it looks like the move is taking forever.  I just pray that her uncle is OK.  He is the one I trust most raising Falon and i don't know what would happen if he is real sick.  K is fine but has not always been the most stable person.  
I feel guilty being so depressed when people some people have so many problems.  I just want to be happy again and now I am not sure even what that means.