Sad

I am so sad today.  Since my last entry I did go to the ENT and MD as I had planned.  The ENT cleaned my ears and gave me an ear infection in the ear canal.  He must have scratched it.  I ended up having to pay to have it treated. 200.00!  The vibrating/trembling feeling in my neck and back has increased.  What can it be?  You can't see it on the outside.  Now it is doing it all the time. I feel it inside my chest, throat, stomach. The Dr gave me flexeril and Mobic.  I do have arthritis and some degeneration of the disks in my neck.  But it has not helped this weird vibrating.  Sept 24th  I ended up in the hosp over night with tachycardia.  They monitored and drew blood and ran EKGs all night and started me on a med about 4 hours before I left.  PSVT.  It is too long and involved to go into and I am so tired and sick and sick of being sick and tired.  Could I just get a break here? 
I am so thankful for my new primary Dr.  At least I feel like I have someone in the medical community who cares.
Stopped almost all my meds that are non essential.  Want to go back on the LDN but was afraid it was causing some ear ringing.  Too bad that I spent 400.00 on the ENT that did nothing for me but hurt me. 
I bet everything I am going through is in one way or another related to Sjogren's.  All my labs from the hosp are normal.  My stress test post hosp is normal.  I am just a crazy woman with a bunch of off the wall symptoms that Drs yawn or shrug their shoulders about.  So boring.  So over reacting right?
Just having a rough time.
Sometimes I feel like I am dying:) But all the labs and tests say not!