I don\'t feel resentment nor affection for my ex anymore..and I met new guys in my life that I find interesting. Although I am not ready to be in a relationship again--I think the idea of being in a relationship dreads me more than I want it..I\'ll just wait for the time wherein I\'ll fall inlove again..I still wonder about my ex once in a while but had completely cut off contact from him and I\'ve been very proud that I was able to keep it up. He tried to contact me twice two weeks ago through YM but my reception was cold. probably because I only feel indifference now. I still wonder but not enough to push me to make a move. I have forgiven myself but I am careful not to make the same mistakes again--I know one day I\'ll learn to trust again..it came to the point wherein I have now kept the memories on a shoebox and decided not to open it anymore until the time I\'d throw it away. One of the guys I\'ve met said we should never forget our past--I think it\'ll always be there---they just don\'t have a room in my present nor my future...I\'d like to make new memories..and everyday..I am realizing more and more that I have made the right decision.
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I don\'t feel resentment nor affection for my ex anymore..and I met new guys in my life that I find interesting. Although I am not ready to be in a relationship again--I think the idea of being in a relationship dreads me more than I want it..I\'ll just wait for the time wherein I\'ll fall inlove again..I still wonder about my ex once in a while but had completely cut off contact from him and I\'ve been very proud that I was able to keep it up. He tried to contact me twice two weeks ago through YM but my reception was cold. probably because I only feel indifference now. I still wonder but not enough to push me to make a move. I have forgiven myself but I am careful not to make the same mistakes again--I know one day I\'ll learn to trust again..it came to the point wherein I have now kept the memories on a shoebox and decided not to open it anymore until the time I\'d throw it away. One of the guys I\'ve met said we should never forget our past--I think it\'ll always be there---they just don\'t have a room in my present nor my future...I\'d like to make new memories..and everyday..I am realizing more and more that I have made the right decision.