Not really sure what happened today. Had a really nice morning, went to my boys school for a "bagel brea kfast", and took my 3 year old and husband and it was nice. Came home by 8:00am and played outside and cleaned some of the baby's outdoor toys, it was already 70degrees. what a gorgeous sunny day. Came in for a snack and I feel apart, for an hour I could not stop crying. I kept thinking get yourself together and get out of the house. So that's what I did, picked up my sister and we went to do some returns and got a gift for my sister in law, we had lunch and it was bittersweet, as this would be a typical day I would have spent with my Mom. I know it's going to happen, I feel ok right now, it was a nice day with my sis, and mom's spirit was with us! I miss her so. It's going to be 80 tomorrow, nicer days make me happy.  I am going to go buy some flowers and get her garden ready. Mommy loved flowers and she could make anything grow. Mine never seem to make it. I am going to work on that! xo