well, another day almost over and I still can't believe my mother is gone. I don't know if it will ever seem real to me, but yet it does b/c i can't see her or talk to her. I just miss her so much. I tried to do errands today, everything seemed to take so much longer. I have my sons communion this weekend and i still have much to do. I feel so tired, but I can't sleep w/o thinking of her....