Today

I appreciate all the messages that was left here and the for people telling me to hang on. I am still hanging on. I just don't know how long. But yet again, I am still hanging on. I just wanna stop being so tired of everything, all the heartaches and pain. I just want it to stop. Sometimes I feel this virtual tool is just making this sadness worse. It's just too intangible. It's nothing compared to a touch. It's just....